I am fighting every single insecurity I’ve got because of this situation and I’m praying I come out of this a stronger person. Not everyone is afforded the blessing of being with your best friend and the emotional roller coaster I had to endure to get to this place in my life makes it an even bigger deal to me.
There are days, though, where I want to run. Run far.
Where I want to run and hide and be alone and be by myself because sometimes it’s less painful that way.